What it feels like to be Miserable life –
It’s 3 AM and you still don’t feel sleepy . You keep thinking about the things– about your future , about your relationship, doubting yourself , doubting on your life feels like nothing going to be workout on your favors, overthinking a lot , you wish someone could stop your overthinking. you wake up in the morning daily with negative energy , something heavyhearted which feels like shit. One of the most crushing aspects of misery is the feeling that tomorrow will be no different. It’s like being trapped in a loop, where each day is a carbon copy of the one before. The thought of facing another day filled with pain and sadness can be suffocating.
You feel like Everything happens negatively in your life, you try to remember yourself to when last you genuinely happy , Laughing with your family or friend during conversation, rest people still laughing and you just suddenly got numbed. The Worst part is that you also don’t know what caused makes you feel like this, is your Recent Heartbreak ? or lost all your friends ? or about still doubting on your future plans .
It Feels like nothing gonna makes your life good. And after so many days , months, even years you just start accepting your misery and start for looking happiness, but your own thoughts betrayal from past still feel like you unworthy , underconfident just starting hiding your emotions. It’s like being an actor on a stage, pretending that everything is alright, even when your heart aches.
Making Headphones your Best Friend. You have friends but not who understand your emotions, they keep questioning about your weird behavior. You don’t have anyone to sharing your thoughts, the heavy burden on your shoulder I understand. Just sitting looking on wall , sit by window, alone at night and putting your headphones with some lo-fi ,sad songs.
You Avoid meeting peoples. There are some friends who try to understand you and give you assurance “It’s going to okay”, Some good friend asks about your situation they want to help you , sadly you don’t have answer to any question they ask. It’s Become worst when you feel like it you who makes difficult for your friends to help you and now you start hating yourself. the hardest part of hopelessness is feeling like tomorrow won’t be any different. It’s like a cloud blocking the sun, making it difficult to see a way forward. This feeling of stagnation can be suffocating, making each day a struggle.
You lose appetite, your parents continuously asking for your behavior , there are some days you feel something positive about life , but next day you see yourself in darkness again because fighting with this hopeless miserable life is much easier to sit in darkness.
If you feeling these miserable life emotions. Trust me You can make your life better, you just have to work on yourself. But your heart pushing to still to go back to that darkness coz now it’s become habit for you, but now you have to change your all-current habits, I know its going to hard journey. you have to get out of this Miserable life it takes to approx. 6 months to 12 months or more to get out of this loop. Even in the darkest moments, remember that hope is never completely gone. Just like the night eventually gives way to the morning,
Gradually you seeing your life become better. Miserable feeling emotions get lighten. Remember we are human being , cry, sad, be cringy , laugh a lot.
Give Hand to Your Friend who Suffering –
If your Any Friend who suffering from Miserable life emotions , Don’t Try to Fix it , just be Around Him is Enough you have to help him indirectly , remind them how talented he/she, how Beautiful, handsome he/she, anything good about him which is genuine. Appreciate him, share your fav music, share your fav podcast, movies with him, sometimes your little efforts for someone means a lot.
This is the Life, not all day is Equal. Some days stormy, Rainy, Windy, Sunny, It’s okay.
Afterall Life is all about Progress.